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Saturday, May 08, 2004 Today I had to wake up quite, well not that early, but around 8:30 I think? Anyways I had to head out to TCMC for the umpiring clinic starting at 10am, and I was late meeting up with Pat at Warden station, stupid TTC!!! surprised we made it just on time!, though it didn't start on time lolz, cause we're all Chinese. Sat with Cindy Kwan (Yay KWANs!) yeah she thought Bunt was BUTT lolz ohh man...tear anywayz we head out for lunch at Pho 88, and we made our OWN parking spot!! heheh and inside Alli and Dan were arguing how to say Pho lolz Dan soo jokes P-HO omgosh! lolz..yeah afterward darn Cindy!!! locked me and Pat outside the car in the Rain for a lil bit! grrr....Then headed for Goldhawk for the 2nd part of the clinic, but due to rain it was cancelled and we ended up playing Crazy 8s countdown in Cindy's Car. After we ET ppl headed to Fariview and was planning to watch a movie, but ended up in the Arcade and stuff. Oh Man on the way to Fairview was just prue jokes, omgosh Cindy really really had to go pee and I kept making her laugh heheh i'm soo mean, and Pat helped out too omgosh i dunno how she held it in soo long, but man Cindy yours the Women.."Oh No! Pat's Water Broke!" "Fung-King-Ho" etc... oh man good times with Cindy and Pat haha. After Fairview we ended up at Rebecca's house to hang out and have dinner later. I learned how to play Mahjoung, thnx Pat although you kinda screwed up the explaining or was it me who wasn't pating attentions anywayz that was fun fun! over all it's been a day full of laughs and jokes, Thnx God for providing the frds to have such a enjoyable day...hehe thnx Cindy for the rides and laughs. kinda sleepy, don't really want to explain something to my SiC....teehee \| dreamt by Matt on 5/08/2004 11:41:00 p.m. Negative... Friday, May 07, 2004 This week has been good, wait wut was soo good about it.....Nothing really it's not all the bad either...But negative...That's the word I'm looking for...sigh yeah I know should think soo negative, but yeah that's the way I am...I'm sorry Selina, you always told me to look at everything "Sunny Side Up" I can't big sissy I'm sorry... lately my close frds have been upset over something, or confused over something, or like me feel alone in this world....It's very lonely...Sure I got my family, frds, g/f. but wut really completes anyone is God and I've truly fallen away from him lately...Rather listen to some good Chinese slow jams and sleep rather than doing my devos in the last couple of days..Not that good at all, today was alrite I showed up to fellowship...Not soo optimistic, and Karina gave me some good advice that i shall take into consideration...thnx for the lil chat Karina..if anyone wants to know ask me or Karina about it i don't think she minds...seems like i lost all interest in fellowshiping with others...i'm not sure i still got that feeling...maybe it's because i'm distance from God and it's the same with me and my frds..not sure where my negativity is coming from, but it sure ruined my day..although it was good catching up with my muiz, and teaching her Gunbound! still i lost all meaning to come back to fellowship...for now don't expect me to be there next Friday unless a certain someone somes with me who likes Pink and Hammy...then mabbe...i dunno.. like my Wallpaper says: the only dependable thing about the future is uncertainy... gotta head to bed for that umping clinic \| dreamt by Matt on 5/07/2004 11:23:00 p.m. Wednesday, May 05, 2004 Hehehe. FINALLY i got an acceptance into Ryerson for Business Management i think?? lolz yeah i'm going to join you Shanno! Anywayz i finally got The stupid SASSER.B it's QUARANTINE like SARS lolz!!!, no more restart!! lalala yeah more Gunbound!!! rofl...lately i'm quite happy cause I got you Babe.. anywayz gotta step up on my school work! thats about it for now.... Listening To: Emotionless - Good Charlotte The Story Of My Old Man - Good Charlotte Eternally - Utada Hikaru First Love (Techo Remix) - Utada Hikaru \| dreamt by Matt on 5/05/2004 08:11:00 p.m. Sunday, May 02, 2004 What a week...I dunno guess I don't feel like talkinga bout it at all..school is just soo depressing...sigh lucky Uni. ppl they are out for summer holidays, but i guess they deserve it cause they got more work than us high schoolers..lately been over thinking..causing more crap, and sin into my life..thats already sinful to begin with. lack of sleep and too much sleep i can't balance well.. i'm going to die hope i can last until summer...Procrastination is going to be the deaht of me, and i won't get my G2 on time, my passport for missions, or my $ back from TC Captaining..how much more dumber can one get.. sigh it's just me, or is it the average teenager? wutever lately been hanging out with my dudes..they Pro-Line way too much every lunch time i see them for 10-15mins and they're off, leaving likang, tim kel and me behind...i dunno i guess the group is spliting.. not sure woke up oday with ringing headache...missed going to ET yet again..haven't been there in a while, doesn't feel like home anymore to me i'm not sure why i'm getting these feelings...sigh my closest/dearest frds are lost, or upset.. Right now i thnx Alice for being here with me 2day on MSN, i know you'll be reading this you silly lil girl, thnx! ISU to finish up and worrying about losing my computer to this stupid WORM and TROG Virus.....sigh \| dreamt by Matt on 5/02/2004 04:54:00 p.m.

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Today I had to wake up quite, well not that early, but around 8:30 I think? Anyways I had to head out to TCMC for the umpiring clinic starting at 10am, and I was late meeting up with Pat at Warden station, stupid TTC!!! surprised we made it just on time!, though it didn't start on time lolz, cause we're all Chinese. Sat with Cindy Kwan (Yay KWANs!) yeah she thought Bunt was BUTT lolz ohh man...*tear* anywayz we head out for lunch at Pho 88, and we made our OWN parking spot!! heheh and inside Alli and Dan were arguing how to say Pho lolz Dan soo jokes P-HO omgosh! lolz..yeah afterward darn Cindy!!! locked me and Pat outside the car in the Rain for a lil bit! grrr....Then headed for Goldhawk for the 2nd part of the clinic, but due to rain it was cancelled and we ended up playing Crazy 8s countdown in Cindy's Car. After we ET ppl headed to Fariview and was planning to watch a movie, but ended up in the Arcade and stuff.
Oh Man on the way to Fairview was just prue jokes, omgosh Cindy really really had to go pee and I kept making her laugh heheh i'm soo mean, and Pat helped out too omgosh i dunno how she held it in soo long, but man Cindy yours the Women.."Oh No! Pat's Water Broke!" "Fung-King-Ho" etc... oh man good times with Cindy and Pat haha.
After Fairview we ended up at Rebecca's house to hang out and have dinner later. I learned how to play Mahjoung, thnx Pat although you kinda screwed up the explaining or was it me who wasn't pating attentions anywayz that was fun fun!
over all it's been a day full of laughs and jokes, Thnx God for providing the frds to have such a enjoyable day...hehe thnx Cindy for the rides and laughs.
kinda sleepy, don't really want to explain something to my SiC....teehee

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dreamt by Matt on 5/08/2004 11:41:00 p.m.

Negative...

Friday, May 07, 2004

This week has been good, wait wut was soo good about it.....Nothing really it's not all the bad either...But negative...That's the word I'm looking for...*sigh* yeah I know should think soo negative, but yeah that's the way I am...I'm sorry Selina, you always told me to look at everything "Sunny Side Up" I can't big sissy I'm sorry...
lately my close frds have been upset over something, or confused over something, or like me feel alone in this world....It's very lonely...Sure I got my family, frds, g/f. but wut really completes anyone is God and I've truly fallen away from him lately...Rather listen to some good Chinese slow jams and sleep rather than doing my devos in the last couple of days..Not that good at all, today was alrite I showed up to fellowship...Not soo optimistic, and Karina gave me some good advice that i shall take into consideration...thnx for the lil chat Karina..if anyone wants to know ask me or Karina about it i don't think she minds...seems like i lost all interest in fellowshiping with others...i'm not sure i still got that feeling...maybe it's because i'm distance from God and it's the same with me and my frds..not sure where my negativity is coming from, but it sure ruined my day..although it was good catching up with my muiz, and teaching her Gunbound! still i lost all meaning to come back to fellowship...for now don't expect me to be there next Friday unless a certain someone somes with me who likes Pink and Hammy...then mabbe...i dunno..
like my Wallpaper says: the only dependable thing about the future is uncertainy...
gotta head to bed for that umping clinic

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dreamt by Matt on 5/07/2004 11:23:00 p.m.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Hehehe. FINALLY i got an acceptance into Ryerson for Business Management i think?? lolz yeah i'm going to join you Shanno!
Anywayz i finally got The stupid SASSER.B it's QUARANTINE like SARS lolz!!!, no more restart!! lalala yeah more Gunbound!!! rofl...lately i'm quite happy cause I got you Babe..
anywayz gotta step up on my school work! thats about it for now....
Listening To:
Emotionless - Good Charlotte
The Story Of My Old Man - Good Charlotte
Eternally - Utada Hikaru
First Love (Techo Remix) - Utada Hikaru

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dreamt by Matt on 5/05/2004 08:11:00 p.m.

Sunday, May 02, 2004

What a week...I dunno guess I don't feel like talkinga bout it at all..school is just soo depressing...*sigh* lucky Uni. ppl they are out for summer holidays, but i guess they deserve it cause they got more work than us high schoolers..lately been over thinking..causing more crap, and sin into my life..thats already sinful to begin with.
lack of sleep and too much sleep i can't balance well.. i'm going to die
hope i can last until summer...Procrastination is going to be the deaht of me, and i won't get my G2 on time, my passport for missions, or my $ back from TC Captaining..how much more dumber can one get.. *sigh* it's just me, or is it the average teenager? wutever
lately been hanging out with my dudes..they Pro-Line way too much every lunch time i see them for 10-15mins and they're off, leaving likang, tim kel and me behind...i dunno i guess the group is spliting.. not sure
woke up oday with ringing headache...missed going to ET yet again..haven't been there in a while, doesn't feel like home anymore to me i'm not sure why i'm getting these feelings...*sigh* my closest/dearest frds are lost, or upset..
Right now i thnx Alice for being here with me 2day on MSN, i know you'll be reading this you silly lil girl, thnx!
ISU to finish up and worrying about losing my computer to this stupid WORM and TROG Virus.....*sigh*

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dreamt by Matt on 5/02/2004 04:54:00 p.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Negative...

Friday, May 07, 2004

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]