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Friday, May 21, 2004 ...like a clown i put on a show, pain is real even if nobody knows... \| dreamt by Matt on 5/21/2004 11:37:00 p.m. HAPPY B-DAY MUIZ yeah I'm here in 3rd period Data Mangement working on my ISU, but how can I when all the computers here don't have Powerpoint on them and everyone here is just surfing the internet. Thinking if I can make it to fellowship tonight, hard to say, i'm a bit sick, lack of sleep? maybe or too much stress from myself personally or wut not, not sure yet Mom's going to make me rest up though soo guess it better to prepare for the weekend of ISUs.....Yeah Albert thnx I know you got my back and i can E-mail/talk to you about anything. Sorry Narita i'm don't wanna die yet lolz, I want to kill a part of me....my laziness and procrastinating ways. ORACLES for LIFE YEAH! thnx Darren I don't need you to kick my butt to fellowship Nancy has that job already lolz soo blah! =P Currently Throat is killing me using a Halls or Fishermans Friend every 30mins, getting a bit better, don't feel like talking much, pissed off about something that I had planned for a month and ruined in one sentence I heard from my Dai Mui this morning, lucky to my laziness it kind of works out I guess, then again it leaves me (wait! us) hanging and I have failed everyone I'm sorry, but I can't help it if someone beats us to it...sigh nothing is working out lately...If I can't take Gr. 12 how the hell am I suppose survive University without wasting my folks money...Only Child...Only Hope...sigh the pressure is getting to me, but I just can't fix it WTF is my Damn Problem....sigh I'm willing to give up on life, but there is something to live for still...I still haven't found God's Will for me, though I see some open doors for me to bring some of my friends to church, they seem interested a lil bit which is cool. cough cough blah feeling really out of it, when will this end!?!... Today went to a presentation for World Issues that was sick to my stomach, but I was aware to a certain degree, of how children aross the world die,raped,tortured etc...due to civil wars and crap like that. 90% of the deaths in a are are civilians!!! Hell it's better being a soilder you have less of a chance to be killed now wut kind of War is that!?!?! when most of the death counts are children, women and the elderly!?!?! this worlds all F**ed up and I know it, but i can't do anything about it can I? like the speaker said "One person can't change the world" sigh* World Issues lately has been really interesting but depressing at the same time. Volleyball, I've lost the touch or the heart to play anymore the team is soo degrading and Sally keep your mouth shut girl! OMG! Can't wait for summer so I can play with my BASIC, i wanna face Julie!! and Sammo! heheh hopefully at Summer Conference, but we always get so little Gym time man....like only 2 hrs?! so little...sigh I know i can do better at v-ball, school, being a frd....but I'm stubborn as Hell, maybe I got this from my dad...lolz "Like Father Like Son" =P Think thats about it for now..waiting for a phone call...sigh WoW this looks quite long....>_< \| dreamt by Matt on 5/21/2004 12:06:00 p.m. Wednesday, May 19, 2004 Happiness what is it?... Blessed? Yeah I know i am... Closing the Doors...Why? I'm not sure... Whats the point?... Where Am I Going?... What Am I Doing?... \| dreamt by Matt on 5/19/2004 10:34:00 p.m.

Friday, May 21, 2004

...like a clown i put on a show, pain is real even if nobody knows...

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dreamt by Matt on 5/21/2004 11:37:00 p.m.

HAPPY B-DAY MUIZ

yeah I'm here in 3rd period Data Mangement working on my ISU, but how can I when all the computers here don't have Powerpoint on them and everyone here is just surfing the internet. Thinking if I can make it to fellowship tonight, hard to say, i'm a bit sick, lack of sleep? maybe or too much stress from myself personally or wut not, not sure yet Mom's going to make me rest up though soo guess it better to prepare for the weekend of ISUs.....Yeah Albert thnx I know you got my back and i can E-mail/talk to you about anything. Sorry Narita i'm don't wanna die yet lolz, I want to kill a part of me....my laziness and procrastinating ways. ORACLES for LIFE YEAH! thnx Darren I don't need you to kick my butt to fellowship Nancy has that job already lolz soo blah! =P
Currently Throat is killing me using a Halls or Fishermans Friend every 30mins, getting a bit better, don't feel like talking much, pissed off about something that I had planned for a month and ruined in one sentence I heard from my Dai Mui this morning, lucky to my laziness it kind of works out I guess, then again it leaves me (wait! us) hanging and I have failed everyone I'm sorry, but I can't help it if someone beats us to it...*sigh* nothing is working out lately...If I can't take Gr. 12 how the hell am I suppose survive University without wasting my folks money...Only Child...Only Hope...*sigh* the pressure is getting to me, but I just can't fix it WTF is my Damn Problem....*sigh* I'm willing to give up on life, but there is something to live for still...I still haven't found God's Will for me, though I see some open doors for me to bring some of my friends to church, they seem interested a lil bit which is cool. *cough cough* blah feeling really out of it, when will this end!?!...
Today went to a presentation for World Issues that was sick to my stomach, but I was aware to a certain degree, of how children aross the world die,raped,tortured etc...due to civil wars and crap like that. 90% of the deaths in a are are civilians!!! Hell it's better being a soilder you have less of a chance to be killed now wut kind of War is that!?!?! when most of the death counts are children, women and the elderly!?!?! this worlds all F***ed up and I know it, but i can't do anything about it can I? like the speaker said "One person can't change the world" *sigh* World Issues lately has been really interesting but depressing at the same time.
Volleyball, I've lost the touch or the heart to play anymore the team is soo degrading and Sally keep your mouth shut girl! OMG! Can't wait for summer so I can play with my BASIC, i wanna face Julie!! and Sammo! heheh hopefully at Summer Conference, but we always get so little Gym time man....like only 2 hrs?! so little...*sigh* I know i can do better at v-ball, school, being a frd....but I'm stubborn as Hell, maybe I got this from my dad...lolz "Like Father Like Son" =P
Think thats about it for now..waiting for a phone call...*sigh* WoW this looks quite long....>_<

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dreamt by Matt on 5/21/2004 12:06:00 p.m.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Happiness what is it?...
Blessed? Yeah I know i am...
Closing the Doors...Why? I'm not sure...
Whats the point?...
Where Am I Going?...
What Am I Doing?...

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dreamt by Matt on 5/19/2004 10:34:00 p.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

Friday, May 21, 2004

HAPPY B-DAY MUIZ

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]