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What If.... Thursday, September 23, 2004 It's funny how things can change soo easily, how our emotions can have total control over us.. cause today I had been fighting with my laptop, because I got effected by some stupid adware programs that pop-up advertisements at me and finding a solution to take them off my computer got me pretty worked up and pissed off. End result my laptop's internet is blocked off by something..adware/torgen/virus i'm not too sure but I can't get into any sites without the "Cannot find server" and the web bar having thie "ad404.net...etc.." stupid advertising companies. But once I got on my destop computer and starting to complain about my probelm and to blog about it to let it out of my system..then I started to talk to Deanna who had a funny name.." what if...so sad" i didn't get it at all soo i ask her about her display picture which was the Wong Fu crew. i was like OMGOSH! new video?!!?! went to watch it and it just got me all sad and down...and he wrote his own song...The video itself was made superb! as usually, but it was real depressing...tear, on the other hand there's some SICK dance videos there to download. the link is over there tear his new song he wrote: Never Know - Philip Wang VERSE 1: Hey What you been up to. Me?Well, everyday I think about youWhy do I try To hold on to someone that's not mine Am I wasting my time? Despite all we said, And all that we've been through At the end of the day My voice will fade away You're someone I love One whom I can depend And that's why it hurts ‘Cause we can only be friends CHORUS: Are you sure this is How you want it to be I could change your world If you come back to meIf we leave like this There's not much I can do It's just sad that you'll Never know my love you VERSE 2: I admitted my mistakes You forgive me, thank God Now baby let me Make right the wrongs But I'll step aside And let you leave all we had behind, But will I ever cross your mind? You told me you're happy Even more than before But whatever you're feeling I could give 100 times more Remember our love Remember our first kiss? I still can't believe I let it end like this BRIDGE: Now take the chance, And trust me please True love is ours, if you come back to me I know I should move on Put on a smile, pretend all along But what's the use, in playing this game When the girl I'm in love w/, does not feel the same CHORUS CHORUS Are you sure this is How you want it to be? Are you happy with Him instead of me? If we leave like this There's not much I can do It's just sad that you'll Never know my love for you It's just sad that you'll Never know, how much I love you sniff sniff i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 9/23/2004 12:37:00 a.m. Wednesday, September 22, 2004 "without hope.. there's no reason of living" Darren today just chatting with Darren about what we would do if we won the lottery, which started with the problem of me being poor and spending too much money lately and that my job is coming to an end, that I will lack exra spending money. It was fun dreaming of all the possible things we could do with our money and buying cars and stuff and he mentions the quote written above. Guess this relates to our lifes somewhat; Why do I drag my butt to school? to "hopefully" get a better education to "'hopefully" get a better job. Everyone lives with a goal whether if it's to obtain something; like a car or dream home or a relationship with someone. goals bring us "hope" that one day we can be driving our dream car or married the "one" person that was meant for you or whatever it maybe, but these listed above are more earthly, materialistic goals that then to drive our lives and make us wake up everyday to go to school/work. And I guess as christians our "hope" is to be up in heaven with our Lord and Saviour which is the reason which we should live out our lives to the fulliest, to know and live it out for HIM who gave life to us. Not sure how this idea popped in my head, but I guess lately i haven't had time for God and haven't "lived" it out as a follower of Christ..... i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 9/22/2004 12:34:00 a.m. Tuesday, September 21, 2004 Today the start of my 3rd week of university,or 2nd full week which ever you look at it. Today was interesting as in that I actually was working on my homework and was focused! LOL while I was waiting for Annie and Amy. Today when I got home my mother said I had an interesting message on the answering machine and it was my high school calling that I was absent and I should phone the school or bring in a note to explain why I wasn't at Monarch. rofl it was pretty jokes, but then again it bring back memories of my high school life and how carefree is was and the cherished memories of fun and excitement over nothing with my guy friends cause guys are so easily amused, but as my father was joking with me yesterday about something I observed on the way home from work yesterday that I was getting "old" or "mature"? And that this is a major change in my life and that I got to move on and start reading my darn textbooks, but I guess the song is getting to me it's cheesy but has it's meaning that is special to my best buddy and I; Vitamin C - Graduation "As we go on, we remember All the times we had together And as our lives change, Come whatever We will still be, friends forever" crap should start to do my homework or i'll never get to sleep i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 9/21/2004 12:22:00 a.m.

What If....

Thursday, September 23, 2004

It's funny how things can change soo easily, how our emotions can have total control over us.. cause today I had been fighting with my laptop, because I got effected by some stupid adware programs that pop-up advertisements at me and finding a solution to take them off my computer got me pretty worked up and pissed off. End result my laptop's internet is blocked off by something..adware/torgen/virus i'm not too sure but I can't get into any sites without the "Cannot find server" and the web bar having thie "ad404.net...etc.." stupid advertising companies. But once I got on my destop computer and starting to complain about my probelm and to blog about it to let it out of my system..then I started to talk to Deanna who had a funny name.." what if...so sad" i didn't get it at all soo i ask her about her display picture which was the Wong Fu crew. i was like OMGOSH! new video?!!?! went to watch it and it just got me all sad and down...and he wrote his own song...The video itself was made superb! as usually, but it was real depressing...*tear*, on the other hand there's some SICK dance videos there to download. the link is over there
*tear* his new song he wrote:
Never Know - Philip Wang
VERSE 1: Hey What you been up to. Me?Well, everyday I think about youWhy do I try To hold on to someone that's not mine Am I wasting my time? Despite all we said, And all that we've been through At the end of the day My voice will fade away You're someone I love One whom I can depend And that's why it hurts ‘Cause we can only be friends
CHORUS: Are you sure this is How you want it to be I could change your world If you come back to meIf we leave like this There's not much I can do It's just sad that you'll Never know my love you
VERSE 2: I admitted my mistakes You forgive me, thank God Now baby let me Make right the wrongs But I'll step aside And let you leave all we had behind, But will I ever cross your mind? You told me you're happy Even more than before But whatever you're feeling I could give 100 times more Remember our love Remember our first kiss? I still can't believe I let it end like this BRIDGE: Now take the chance, And trust me please True love is ours, if you come back to me I know I should move on Put on a smile, pretend all along But what's the use, in playing this game When the girl I'm in love w/, does not feel the same
CHORUS
CHORUS
Are you sure this is How you want it to be? Are you happy with Him instead of me? If we leave like this There's not much I can do It's just sad that you'll Never know my love for you It's just sad that you'll Never know, how much I love you
*sniff sniff*
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 9/23/2004 12:37:00 a.m.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

"without hope.. there's no reason of living" Darren
today just chatting with Darren about what we would do if we won the lottery, which started with the problem of me being poor and spending too much money lately and that my job is coming to an end, that I will lack exra spending money. It was fun dreaming of all the possible things we could do with our money and buying cars and stuff and he mentions the quote written above. Guess this relates to our lifes somewhat; Why do I drag my butt to school? to "hopefully" get a better education to "'hopefully" get a better job. Everyone lives with a goal whether if it's to obtain something; like a car or dream home or a relationship with someone. goals bring us "hope" that one day we can be driving our dream car or married the "one" person that was meant for you or whatever it maybe, but these listed above are more earthly, materialistic goals that then to drive our lives and make us wake up everyday to go to school/work. And I guess as christians our "hope" is to be up in heaven with our Lord and Saviour which is the reason which we should live out our lives to the fulliest, to know and live it out for HIM who gave life to us.
Not sure how this idea popped in my head, but I guess lately i haven't had time for God and haven't "lived" it out as a follower of Christ.....
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 9/22/2004 12:34:00 a.m.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Today the start of my 3rd week of university,or 2nd full week which ever you look at it. Today was interesting as in that I actually was working on my homework and was focused! LOL while I was waiting for Annie and Amy. Today when I got home my mother said I had an interesting message on the answering machine and it was my high school calling that I was absent and I should phone the school or bring in a note to explain why I wasn't at Monarch. rofl it was pretty jokes, but then again it bring back memories of my high school life and how carefree is was and the cherished memories of fun and excitement over nothing with my guy friends cause guys are so easily amused, but as my father was joking with me yesterday about something I observed on the way home from work yesterday that I was getting "old" or "mature"? And that this is a major change in my life and that I got to move on and start reading my darn textbooks, but I guess the song is getting to me it's cheesy but has it's meaning that is special to my best buddy and I; Vitamin C - Graduation
"As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, Come whatever
We will still be, friends forever"
crap should start to do my homework or i'll never get to sleep
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 9/21/2004 12:22:00 a.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

What If....

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]