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Saturday, November 20, 2004 man today was pretty dead, cause I woke up with a sore throat :( and I was pretty lazying around for the day till my dad got home and we went outside to test the RC cause we painted the shell and we thought we would try it out on our street, it was pretty funny cause there was a cat that was curious and kept staring at the car and chased after it, and I stopped the car and the cat was walking around it and my dad's like "reverse and hit the cat" i'm like...OK! haha we scared that cat good, and we kept doing it, it was soo funny seeing the cat run away after a couple of hits, hehe silly kitty cat =P then my dad was testing the car and he flipped the car on our drivewar curb and it landed on teh right side with only like 2 small scratches GG dad haha then headed to fellowship for the book study, even though I don't have the book it was a great discussion with too many laughsoh man tear my stomach hurt after the study cause Albert and Sam's examples and answer were funny,meaningful and made sense oh man that was sooo GG and then I had to wait for my dad to pick me up cause Ray who was suppose to drive me home got a flat tire...soo thankyou you ppl who waited in the cold with me Darren, Albert, Allan, Chris, Danielle, Wesley, Willi yup yup! i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 11/20/2004 01:11:00 a.m. Wednesday, November 17, 2004 You Know Your Old When.......... You go back to your High School to play some volleyball and come back home sore all over...=P I can't feel half my body it's quite painful =P and i'm soo tired!!!!, but finish rading about Hitler and WWII for tomorrow's history class....hope I can make it! cause the cars taken and my Mom has an appointment or something soo I'm on me own, hope I can wake up in time to bus to school.....ouch! I think I pulled every joint in my body.....man I need something to eat i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 11/17/2004 09:32:00 p.m. Tuesday, November 16, 2004 Today is just one of those days......wasted, regrets and soo on....can't find the right word for it now....health hsan't been great for the last 4 days that I was suppose to use to catch up on my already behind school work and readings.....sigh I feel soo useless, like theres no where to turn to cause i'm too dizzy to do anything but lie down and sleep it off until I have to take tylenol again and eat something with it......had a werid dream last night: Began with me hanging out with a group of friends about the size of the Oracles, like we were tight and around 12-14 people, but I didn't know any of their faces but I felt a bond with them, we were like in a club or something and I went out to use the washroom, I came back and 2-3 guys with handguns basically kidnapped the rest of the people and for some reason in the back of my mind, I was late for school and missed one class already soo I walked by my friends and bugged them for $2 to get on the bus while the people with guns were tieing them up with rope, I got on a "TTC" bus and I don't know why, but i said outloud that stupif people with guns think they can kidnap/hijack anything. and some guy stands up on the bus with a handgun saying he was going to hijack the bus and kill 2-3 people per day.....(I'm like in return for what??, what are your demnds?? you want money????) and some other guy started mouthing off at him and he shot him but the bullet went through that guy and got me in the right arm...and for some odd reason there was a Doctor on the bus to put me in an ablumlence???? and I'm like WTC?? is going on and thinking I'm going to miss a week i'm school i'm screwed and I wake up confuzzled real bad and a strong headache might I add.......none of my dreams make sense, do they mean anything? cause usually it's something that happen to you during the day or something you thought of during the day right? unless it's a message i'm not sure, whatever it was my 2nd dream that I got shot and survived and felt a bullet somewheres in my body.....moving on....like I was saying before another wasted day sleeping most of it out, and theres no one to talk to cause most people are busy with school right? soo kinda left feeling out of place (even though I'm just home) and lonliness just sinks in I guess and I can look at is my unopen math textbook sitting next to me on my table.....and the history lecture outline I'm suppose to read stuff from the textbook for tomorrow....listening to depressing chinese songs sigh how much lower can I get?? procrasitnation is going to be the end of me and my life soon enough.......sigh life seems to get harder and harder....it's better knowing Jesus to help us on the way....but why am I soo stupid to lean back away from his arms of love, and procrasinate spending time with him...sigh just remembering random things from the bible or people... "trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding"...how do you give your 100% trust in him?? man i'm sounding stupid, but how do we.....faith? just like my ex gf's hotmail signature was "faith is it in you?"....makes me think sometimes when I get an e-mail from her....faith is what i lack?? i'm thinking soo......I can't even get my thoughts clear sometimes .... true friends aren't always there for you, but God is right? but sometimes as humans you want a physical version of it or in my case right now an MSN friend who's there to listen...thnx Jo...for listening and your time and advice.... guess as a christian you go through this stuff.....like Albert told me I think? yeah....I dunno there about 4 more weeks to pull myself together to tackle my 1st semester of university at UTSC.....hope I survive..... i'm lost i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 11/16/2004 01:40:00 a.m. Sunday, November 14, 2004 "hey i'm surprised ur not from hawaii, cuz girl u soo kawaii!" (another great line by Steve) Teehee, yup soo today went to watch The Incredibles! and where else? good ol cheap Fairview! but some people ditch out on us. leaving Keith, Darren, Mel, Andrew and I to stand in a line to go watch the movie in the 3rd row from the front cause of those stupid kiddies and their birthday part reservations! and had way too much candy thnx to Mel....I feel sick man that was like $5 worth of Bulk Barn Candy ahhhhhh-chhooooooo man steal haven't recover from that cold...sigh it was fun ...oh man I lost my train of thought!!! what was I going to say? Oh wait....man I hate having bad memory.....oh I know what else I was going to say today at Fairview I was planning to go to CompuCentre to get my FF-X2 stragedy guide/artbook and they turned into a CompuSmart!!!! man it's really a Dog eat Dog world out there, if you a small company, some richer bog company is going to eat you alive and buy you out...sigh I was soo waiting to buy it!!!!, now I gotta wait till 2morrow when my friend gets off school and make a journey to the EB near our house =P ARGH I HATE SPYWARE #$#)@(#@$) U MOTHER ****** WHO MAKE THEM! I'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 11/14/2004 10:10:00 p.m.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

man today was pretty dead, cause I woke up with a sore throat :( and I was pretty lazying around for the day till my dad got home and we went outside to test the RC cause we painted the shell and we thought we would try it out on our street, it was pretty funny cause there was a cat that was curious and kept staring at the car and chased after it, and I stopped the car and the cat was walking around it and my dad's like "reverse and hit the cat" i'm like...OK! haha we scared that cat good, and we kept doing it, it was soo funny seeing the cat run away after a couple of hits, hehe silly kitty cat =P then my dad was testing the car and he flipped the car on our drivewar curb and it landed on teh right side with only like 2 small scratches GG dad haha then headed to fellowship for the book study, even though I don't have the book it was a great discussion with too many laughsoh man *tear* my stomach hurt after the study cause Albert and Sam's examples and answer were funny,meaningful and made sense oh man that was sooo GG and then I had to wait for my dad to pick me up cause Ray who was suppose to drive me home got a flat tire...soo thankyou you ppl who waited in the cold with me Darren, Albert, Allan, Chris, Danielle, Wesley, Willi yup yup!
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 11/20/2004 01:11:00 a.m.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

You Know Your Old When..........
You go back to your High School to play some volleyball and come back home sore all over...=P
I can't feel half my body it's quite painful =P and i'm soo tired!!!!, but finish rading about Hitler and WWII for tomorrow's history class....hope I can make it! cause the cars taken and my Mom has an appointment or something soo I'm on me own, hope I can wake up in time to bus to school.....ouch! I think I pulled every joint in my body.....man I need something to eat
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 11/17/2004 09:32:00 p.m.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Today is just one of those days......wasted, regrets and soo on....can't find the right word for it now....health hsan't been great for the last 4 days that I was suppose to use to catch up on my already behind school work and readings.....*sigh* I feel soo useless, like theres no where to turn to cause i'm too dizzy to do anything but lie down and sleep it off until I have to take tylenol again and eat something with it......had a werid dream last night: Began with me hanging out with a group of friends about the size of the Oracles, like we were tight and around 12-14 people, but I didn't know any of their faces but I felt a bond with them, we were like in a club or something and I went out to use the washroom, I came back and 2-3 guys with handguns basically kidnapped the rest of the people and for some reason in the back of my mind, I was late for school and missed one class already soo I walked by my friends and bugged them for $2 to get on the bus while the people with guns were tieing them up with rope, I got on a "TTC" bus and I don't know why, but i said outloud that stupif people with guns think they can kidnap/hijack anything. and some guy stands up on the bus with a handgun saying he was going to hijack the bus and kill 2-3 people per day.....(I'm like in return for what??, what are your demnds?? you want money????) and some other guy started mouthing off at him and he shot him but the bullet went through that guy and got me in the right arm...and for some odd reason there was a Doctor on the bus to put me in an ablumlence???? and I'm like WTC?? is going on and thinking I'm going to miss a week i'm school i'm screwed and I wake up confuzzled real bad and a strong headache might I add.......none of my dreams make sense, do they mean anything? cause usually it's something that happen to you during the day or something you thought of during the day right? unless it's a message i'm not sure, whatever it was my 2nd dream that I got shot and survived and felt a bullet somewheres in my body.....moving on....like I was saying before another wasted day sleeping most of it out, and theres no one to talk to cause most people are busy with school right? soo kinda left feeling out of place (even though I'm just home) and lonliness just sinks in I guess and I can look at is my unopen math textbook sitting next to me on my table.....and the history lecture outline I'm suppose to read stuff from the textbook for tomorrow....listening to depressing chinese songs *sigh* how much lower can I get?? procrasitnation is going to be the end of me and my life soon enough.......*sigh* life seems to get harder and harder....it's better knowing Jesus to help us on the way....but why am I soo stupid to lean back away from his arms of love, and procrasinate spending time with him...*sigh* just remembering random things from the bible or people... "trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding"...how do you give your 100% trust in him?? man i'm sounding stupid, but how do we.....faith? just like my ex gf's hotmail signature was "faith is it in you?"....makes me think sometimes when I get an e-mail from her....faith is what i lack?? i'm thinking soo......I can't even get my thoughts clear sometimes .... true friends aren't always there for you, but God is right? but sometimes as humans you want a physical version of it or in my case right now an MSN friend who's there to listen...thnx Jo...for listening and your time and advice.... guess as a christian you go through this stuff.....like Albert told me I think? yeah....I dunno there about 4 more weeks to pull myself together to tackle my 1st semester of university at UTSC.....hope I survive.....
i'm lost
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 11/16/2004 01:40:00 a.m.

Sunday, November 14, 2004

"hey i'm surprised ur not from hawaii, cuz girl u soo kawaii!" (another great line by Steve)

Teehee, yup soo today went to watch The Incredibles! and where else? good ol cheap Fairview! but some people ditch out on us. leaving Keith, Darren, Mel, Andrew and I to stand in a line to go watch the movie in the 3rd row from the front cause of those stupid kiddies and their birthday part reservations! and had way too much candy thnx to Mel....I feel sick man that was like $5 worth of Bulk Barn Candy ahhhhhh-chhooooooo man steal haven't recover from that cold...*sigh* it was fun ...oh man I lost my train of thought!!! what was I going to say? Oh wait....man I hate having bad memory.....oh I know what else I was going to say today at Fairview I was planning to go to CompuCentre to get my FF-X2 stragedy guide/artbook and they turned into a CompuSmart!!!! man it's really a Dog eat Dog world out there, if you a small company, some richer bog company is going to eat you alive and buy you out...*sigh* I was soo waiting to buy it!!!!, now I gotta wait till 2morrow when my friend gets off school and make a journey to the EB near our house =P
ARGH I HATE SPYWARE #$#)@(#*@$)* U MOTHER ****** WHO MAKE THEM!
I'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 11/14/2004 10:10:00 p.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]