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Saturday, December 25, 2004 Wow it's been a while since I've blogged and finals were long gone and I hardly went online to do much, it feels weird not having the school work breathing down your back...and it feels weird that this holiday season seems soo empty to me, and nothing materialistically (is that even a word?) can truely make you happy and thats something I've learned that we've been told many times in the Bible and stuff and it's true like a rich man who chases after a "sport car" "big house" "wive and 2.5kids" you know that prefect whatever and the next big screen tv or newest cell phone it's all empty dreams...and this holiday season seems pretty lonely in a way this waas brought up cause when I got my new digi cam I didn't feel any happier so to say it just sat there while I attempted to read the manuel...it's quite long and yeah didn't get very far...had a dream about 2 nights ago of me being on my own and my parents are dead and I was trying to keep myself alive, try to find a job to pay for food and stuff I dunno it's strange..spending time playing gunbound lately... just more emptiness to fill up my holidays...time wasted...heck I haven't started watching the anime i promised myself to watch, it's going to be a sad holiday season it's soo boring that I even feel like picking up my textbooks to read ahead for my Management and Psychology and i'm scared of looking up my marks thinking it will ruin my holiday mood, but what holiday mood!?! I'm just hiding from my marks >.<...not much to look forward too, just hopefully more time with friends and people I love and stuff. Don't really feel the "holiday spirit" won't really hit me anytime soon. yesterday was fun at Karina's party, just uploading the pics on imagestation right now, taking a while though, took like 80 something pics soo it's take a while and that was a good time of fellowshiping with other BiC and SiC though I think last years dancing was way better than this years, but the decorations where soo SICK oh man Karins kudos to your time and effort you put into this party, and the food is great as usually! yummy stuff for sure. Thnx Albert for driving my allll the way home through the blackedout part of the highway with was pretty creepy driving in the dark like that it was fun yet creepy. whats there to look forward to now? getting out of the house soon? umm family dinner thing later today at my aunts house, prediction gettingbored with my cousins sitting in front of the tv for hours watching all the christmas specials whatevers and seeing out parents talk and getting red and drunk haha, 26th-28th Daniel Retreat going to be a cook! lolz thats jokes, but really I'm hoping to do some good reflection away from the city and my house argh! I soo want out of here, when I'm old enough I'm sooo moving out of Toronto man the city is too big and everything. You know hwo the saying goes big is better? not really I think I rather settle into a smaller city like London or Waterloo or something I dunno...somewhere you can get "fresh air" hah after retreat NaBaNa DaY hopefully everyone will show up and we can go skating and karoke and stuff it''ll be good hopefully..just gotta make plans for new years eve.... prayer meeting at church? and partying afterward? I dunno where the alcohol? i'll be needing some of that...sigh is it a sign or what when certain things happen last min. like that smilez not showing up just brought down my whole week huh Darren? i just dunno anymore and I can't sleep lately it's impossible for me to get a good night sleep man it's getting worse and worse I want to sleep but I just can't get a peaceful night now a days......ARGH! i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 12/25/2004 01:10:00 a.m.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Wow it's been a while since I've blogged and finals were long gone and I hardly went online to do much, it feels weird not having the school work breathing down your back...and it feels weird that this holiday season seems soo empty to me, and nothing materialistically (is that even a word?) can truely make you happy and thats something I've learned that we've been told many times in the Bible and stuff and it's true like a rich man who chases after a "sport car" "big house" "wive and 2.5kids" you know that prefect whatever and the next big screen tv or newest cell phone it's all empty dreams...and this holiday season seems pretty lonely in a way this waas brought up cause when I got my new digi cam I didn't feel any happier so to say it just sat there while I attempted to read the manuel...it's quite long and yeah didn't get very far...had a dream about 2 nights ago of me being on my own and my parents are dead and I was trying to keep myself alive, try to find a job to pay for food and stuff I dunno it's strange..spending time playing gunbound lately... just more emptiness to fill up my holidays...time wasted...heck I haven't started watching the anime i promised myself to watch, it's going to be a sad holiday season it's soo boring that I even feel like picking up my textbooks to read ahead for my Management and Psychology and i'm scared of looking up my marks thinking it will ruin my holiday mood, but what holiday mood!?! I'm just hiding from my marks >.<...not much to look forward too, just hopefully more time with friends and people I love and stuff. Don't really feel the "holiday spirit" won't really hit me anytime soon. yesterday was fun at Karina's party, just uploading the pics on imagestation right now, taking a while though, took like 80 something pics soo it's take a while and that was a good time of fellowshiping with other BiC and SiC though I think last years dancing was way better than this years, but the decorations where soo SICK oh man Karins kudos to your time and effort you put into this party, and the food is great as usually! yummy stuff for sure. Thnx Albert for driving my allll the way home through the blackedout part of the highway with was pretty creepy driving in the dark like that it was fun yet creepy. whats there to look forward to now? getting out of the house soon? umm family dinner thing later today at my aunts house, prediction gettingbored with my cousins sitting in front of the tv for hours watching all the christmas specials whatevers and seeing out parents talk and getting red and drunk haha, 26th-28th Daniel Retreat going to be a cook! lolz thats jokes, but really I'm hoping to do some good reflection away from the city and my house argh! I soo want out of here, when I'm old enough I'm sooo moving out of Toronto man the city is too big and everything. You know hwo the saying goes big is better? not really I think I rather settle into a smaller city like London or Waterloo or something I dunno...somewhere you can get "fresh air" hah after retreat NaBaNa DaY hopefully everyone will show up and we can go skating and karoke and stuff it''ll be good hopefully..just gotta make plans for new years eve.... prayer meeting at church? and partying afterward? I dunno where the alcohol? i'll be needing some of that...*sigh* is it a sign or what when certain things happen last min. like that *smilez* not showing up just brought down my whole week huh Darren? i just dunno anymore and I can't sleep lately it's impossible for me to get a good night sleep man it's getting worse and worse I want to sleep but I just can't get a peaceful night now a days......*ARGH!*
i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 12/25/2004 01:10:00 a.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]