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Saturday, January 14, 2006 Guess I'll end up blogging about my "Friday the 13th" ohhhh scary! lol! but something about today made me believe for a lil bit anyways. Morning I wake up from a nightmare @_@ and couldn't go back to sleep so I watched some TV and on the Discovery Channel they were talking about Cuttlefish, Squids and Octopus it was pretty cool because the cuttlefish can change their skin colour really fast from brown to white in no time it was soo pretty hehe. Anyways I head out to school and I missed 2 streetcars and 2 buses!!! so I end up walking to the station and this guy in front of me starts smoking and the wind is blowing back to me, heck I don't want your stupid 2nd hand smoke! If you want to pay to kill yourself and get cancer and ugly be my guest but don't give me the smoke too. So I crossed over the bridge to avoid him and when i almost got to the station another man infront of be wask smoking!!! so i quickly darted in front of me and this old man in front of me had one too!!! omgosh!!!! and I had to out walk him too to avoid the smoke and get to the station. On the RT I was sitting next to the door and his huge native american man sits next to me and takes up all the extra space I had and I was kinda stuck and I couldn't change songs on my Ipod because he took up sooo much room omgoodness! and when we got to STC he got up before me and blocks me i'm like wtc I can barely get up!! you fatass is in the way...well it was his arm but still and he had a huge chin like it was HUGE!! ahhhh I hate being crammed!!! especially with fat strangers! So I got to class and sat with ppl from my ACF who were also in my class and it was okay and afterward I figured I bussed here only to have a one 1hr lecture so I stayed to read from my textbook I just bought off my friend. Well after like 8 pages I fell asleep on my textbook =/ but i woke up from another nightmare! this was more blood and gorey but ahh!! I don't wanna sleep no more!!!. After I finished the chapter 1 I headed home waiting for the express bus to aviod all those ppl cause it's rush hourish and I hate being crammed. So when I got to my station I was really moodly so i went to Timmys on Danforth to grab a coffee and some cookies and there were no seats!! all these Old ppl!!! @_@ anyways I just walked home and started to crack open the textbook again and the TV Repair dude was there and i watched him fix our basement TV yay! I get my own TV finally because my mom "always: on the Living Room one. This part I'm just going to copy and paste it from my convo with Darren b/c i'm lazy and I think it has a good meaning that kinda brought my day back to balance Well over the holidays my parents and I watched this Chinese sitcom about managing hotels, and one of the things the Dad in the show said was that managing a business is like playing chinese chess, you have to watch out for every step and be careful and try to predict the outcomes to see if they favour you. Soo today I played chinese chess with my dad, thinking I will lose lol, but I ended up agressively taking out my dad and in the end i defeated my dad leaving him with only a king on the board, and he said I improved a lot, guess reflecting back when i was young when I saw a chance to eat his peice and not seeing what would happen in the long run like 2-3 turns later. and i realize when i played my dad today I was trying to predict his moves and planning ahead 2-3 steps and out wit my dad,soo I related it to my school and how I should be ahead on my readings soo I'll be ahead in the game like I was today with my dad. i'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 1/14/2006 02:29:00 a.m. Thursday, January 12, 2006 O M Gosh it feels like Final Exams already and school just started and I'm already stressed out waiting for my frigging marks! and the whole system is messed up that stupid ROSI argh! and you think UT is big and rich they coudl afford a better server and service!! aiya!! Well since the last entry I've been repressing this stress and it's not healthy at all! but what else could I do but wait, and now I'm stressing over all the stuff I have to catch up on even thought it's only been 4 days I have to crack open that new textbook and read it, and review my stats crap from last semester and wait for Sammy to sell me her Abnormal Psy Textbook. Just Thank God I'm still in school, now I'm back on track with studying and all the school crap, but now I can go to ACF, visit Bernie at his Rez and hopefully form a team in time for interhouse vball the deadline is next Monday!! Thankful I don't have parents like my cousin who was soo worried about her marks and what her parents would say if she failed...I couldn't imagine what my uncle would do, but thankfully you she alrite =D and we can look out for each other since shes in one of my classes hehehe. I'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 1/12/2006 11:15:00 p.m. Monday, January 09, 2006 alrite alrite Danielle!! haha but what to update on... see I would have put down stuff I did over the holiday that was fun and I spent most of it with ET ppl and some with school ppl then there were the family dinners =.=" still was too lazy to update and now school is back and I fall back into the cycle of checking blogs and blogging myself and during the holidays I didn't touch my laptop which has all the bookmarks of everyones blog soo I'm not updated with anyones. Holiday was generally fun, playing lots of Warcraft 3 and going out. Watched Narina and RENT with Steve and Deanna as promised during exams. Had a movie day at Danielle's that was fun, Chilling with old frds Gloria and Ada, Going x-mas shopping with Gloria, Darren's New Years Eve Party, Lumas Reunion =O that was fun! lol!, no karoke =/ but lots of MJ!! I owned my frds hehe! and you still owe me $3!! A&A if your reading and Softball leadership meeting ("The ball is rolling" - Albert) Still at the end of the day it still sucks because of that exam I mention in my last entry...that mark will determine my future almost like in all seriousiness this last week i've been having nightmares and horrible horrible sleep b/c of all the stress thats going down in my mind it's driving my insane! Dunno what to do with the rest of my life..What am I going to do with a Psychology Degree? Should I switch to College and find a Skill Trade like my mom suggested to earn a living that way. This world is all about making money and without a lil money you can't get around and without an education....I know God will provide but I'm not so sure....if the mark holds up then I have to go thru this semester still thinking what the crap am I going to do with my life. If the mark doesn't hold up I take a year off to think about it and work... I'm soo stressed that I can barely sleep and even if my eyes are shut I wake up restless and haven't been able to get one "good nights rest" in the longest time... I think I'm just used to having crappy sleep that I don't notice that much unless I has stress on top of it making it more noticeable? Steve I kinda feel you on what your blog is saying we're going thru a quarter-life crisis!! I don't have a single textbook yet =/ oh well Thing I'm looking forward to my AFC and Interhouse Vball!! thats if I stay in school =/ I'm out \| dreamt by Matt on 1/09/2006 12:29:00 a.m.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Guess I'll end up blogging about my "Friday the 13th" ohhhh scary! lol! but something about today made me believe for a lil bit anyways.
Morning I wake up from a nightmare @_@ and couldn't go back to sleep so I watched some TV and on the Discovery Channel they were talking about Cuttlefish, Squids and Octopus it was pretty cool because the cuttlefish can change their skin colour really fast from brown to white in no time it was soo pretty hehe. Anyways I head out to school and I missed 2 streetcars and 2 buses!!! so I end up walking to the station and this guy in front of me starts smoking and the wind is blowing back to me, heck I don't want your stupid 2nd hand smoke! If you want to pay to kill yourself and get cancer and ugly be my guest but don't give me the smoke too. So I crossed over the bridge to avoid him and when i almost got to the station another man infront of be wask smoking!!! so i quickly darted in front of me and this old man in front of me had one too!!! omgosh!!!! and I had to out walk him too to avoid the smoke and get to the station. On the RT I was sitting next to the door and his huge native american man sits next to me and takes up all the extra space I had and I was kinda stuck and I couldn't change songs on my Ipod because he took up sooo much room omgoodness! and when we got to STC he got up before me and blocks me i'm like wtc I can barely get up!! you fatass is in the way...well it was his arm but still and he had a huge chin like it was HUGE!! ahhhh I hate being crammed!!! especially with fat strangers!

So I got to class and sat with ppl from my ACF who were also in my class and it was okay and afterward I figured I bussed here only to have a one 1hr lecture so I stayed to read from my textbook I just bought off my friend. Well after like 8 pages I fell asleep on my textbook =/ but i woke up from another nightmare! this was more blood and gorey but ahh!! I don't wanna sleep no more!!!. After I finished the chapter 1 I headed home waiting for the express bus to aviod all those ppl cause it's rush hourish and I hate being crammed. So when I got to my station I was really moodly so i went to Timmys on Danforth to grab a coffee and some cookies and there were no seats!! all these Old ppl!!! @_@ anyways I just walked home and started to crack open the textbook again and the TV Repair dude was there and i watched him fix our basement TV yay! I get my own TV finally because my mom "always: on the Living Room one.

*This part I'm just going to copy and paste it from my convo with Darren b/c i'm lazy and I think it has a good meaning that kinda brought my day back to balance*
Well over the holidays my parents and I watched this Chinese sitcom about managing hotels, and one of the things the Dad in the show said was that managing a business is like playing chinese chess, you have to watch out for every step and be careful and try to predict the outcomes to see if they favour you. Soo today I played chinese chess with my dad, thinking I will lose lol, but I ended up agressively taking out my dad and in the end i defeated my dad leaving him with only a king on the board, and he said I improved a lot, guess reflecting back when i was young when I saw a chance to eat his peice and not seeing what would happen in the long run like 2-3 turns later. and i realize when i played my dad today I was trying to predict his moves and planning ahead 2-3 steps and out wit my dad,soo I related it to my school and how I should be ahead on my readings soo I'll be ahead in the game like I was today with my dad.

i'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 1/14/2006 02:29:00 a.m.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

O M Gosh it feels like Final Exams already and school just started and I'm already stressed out waiting for my frigging marks! and the whole system is messed up that stupid ROSI argh! and you think UT is big and rich they coudl afford a better server and service!! aiya!!

Well since the last entry I've been repressing this stress and it's not healthy at all! but what else could I do but wait, and now I'm stressing over all the stuff I have to catch up on even thought it's only been 4 days I have to crack open that new textbook and read it, and review my stats crap from last semester and wait for Sammy to sell me her Abnormal Psy Textbook.

Just Thank God I'm still in school, now I'm back on track with studying and all the school crap, but now I can go to ACF, visit Bernie at his Rez and hopefully form a team in time for interhouse vball the deadline is next Monday!! Thankful I don't have parents like my cousin who was soo worried about her marks and what her parents would say if she failed...I couldn't imagine what my uncle would do, but thankfully you she alrite =D and we can look out for each other since shes in one of my classes hehehe.

I'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 1/12/2006 11:15:00 p.m.

Monday, January 09, 2006

alrite alrite Danielle!! haha but what to update on... see I would have put down stuff I did over the holiday that was fun and I spent most of it with ET ppl and some with school ppl then there were the family dinners =.=" still was too lazy to update and now school is back and I fall back into the cycle of checking blogs and blogging myself and during the holidays I didn't touch my laptop which has all the bookmarks of everyones blog soo I'm not updated with anyones.

Holiday was generally fun, playing lots of Warcraft 3 and going out. Watched Narina and RENT with Steve and Deanna as promised during exams. Had a movie day at Danielle's that was fun, Chilling with old frds Gloria and Ada, Going x-mas shopping with Gloria, Darren's New Years Eve Party, Lumas Reunion =O that was fun! lol!, no karoke =/ but lots of MJ!! I owned my frds hehe! and you still owe me $3!! A&A if your reading and Softball leadership meeting ("The ball is rolling" - Albert)

Still at the end of the day it still sucks because of that exam I mention in my last entry...that mark will determine my future almost like in all seriousiness this last week i've been having nightmares and horrible horrible sleep b/c of all the stress thats going down in my mind it's driving my insane! Dunno what to do with the rest of my life..What am I going to do with a Psychology Degree? Should I switch to College and find a Skill Trade like my mom suggested to earn a living that way. This world is all about making money and without a lil money you can't get around and without an education....I know God will provide but I'm not so sure....if the mark holds up then I have to go thru this semester still thinking what the crap am I going to do with my life. If the mark doesn't hold up I take a year off to think about it and work...

I'm soo stressed that I can barely sleep and even if my eyes are shut I wake up restless and haven't been able to get one "good nights rest" in the longest time... I think I'm just used to having crappy sleep that I don't notice that much unless I has stress on top of it making it more noticeable? Steve I kinda feel you on what your blog is saying we're going thru a quarter-life crisis!! I don't have a single textbook yet =/ oh well

Thing I'm looking forward to my AFC and Interhouse Vball!! thats if I stay in school =/

I'm out

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dreamt by Matt on 1/09/2006 12:29:00 a.m.

Duel G's mindless rambling... ["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Monday, January 09, 2006

Duel G's mindless rambling...
["A person cannot gain something without losing something, To gain something you need equal value. This is the law of conservation" - Full Metal Alchemist]